I have the book too. = )
It was pretty lame after thing happened with the person. Haha
Well, these past couple weeks have been really hectic but came to a sweet end.
I don’t know what to write because there is just a lot on my mind. Haha.
(1 hour later…)
I hope to stay as happy as I am. It really is a good feeling to have around. I’ve been going through a lot this whole past year, and now I feel that I’m progressing as a person. If there really is a God, then he has put me through a hell hole this year. I’ve had heart aches after heart aches after heart aches, and now I have a sense of stability slowly growing in my heart that once ached. If there really is a God, I hope he lets me keep what I deserve cause I’ve worked hard to get where I am. I’ve cried many nights to get where I am. I’ve done all I could to get where I am, and if there really is a God, I hope he reads this and figures out that maybe I really am a good guy with a good heart with a good purpose in life.
I guess that’s all I have to say for now.
I wish I had a neighbor that I can fall in love with.
I don’t really update anymore due to my schedule. I’m pretty much just doing school work, band work, and killing whatever time I have left. I get tired easily, but I am managing to do my best even though I haven’t done any Precalculus homework for the past two weeks. Hopefully I do good on the quiz this Friday. Hahah.
It’s okay Isa. Don’t worry so much okay? It will only make things worse if you do. Keep the chin up. = )
Stand Inside Your Love by Radiohead keeps my blood pumping. I don’t think it is much of a song that people I know would listen to, but I am very passionate about music, and I listen to a broad variety of it. The reason why I am interested in this particular song because the instruments being played are pretty much pouring out their emotions, and the singer is pouring out just as much.
RE:Nyucka. I knew that you weren’t sure about what you said on my phone about me catching you. It’s really sad for me to hear you know? Like in the back of my mind, I’ll probably never even get a girlfriend because sometimes I feel uglier than a Semi-Ugly-Fuck. But lately, we have been pretty close, and that makes me happy. You know, whatever happens I guess. You still keep me on my toes, and you still create those little insects in my stomach. Well yeah. I guess for now, I just won’t care for trying so hard.
Uhm… I don’t know what to write about.
People.
People I owe gratitude (No specific order):
Elmo Blanco
Ofelia Blanco
Elvessa Blanco
Jezreel Blanco
Jesus
^^^ His Dad.
Chad Kultgen
Chad Kultgen’s Characters
BHN’s
Gabe Ocampo
Dan Dario
Angelica Gaerlan
Yvenjamine Castro
Eric Cayabyab
Krishtina Lontoc
Elric Weibel
Cassandra Naguiat
Jacklynjane Delos Reyes
Mrs.Music Blanco
Mrs. Future Blanco
^^^Bitch Ho Niggas
Grace Nievarez
Isa Graciano
Jasmin Mendoza
Aiko Mendoza (No Relation)
Chloe Mendoza (Also of no relation)
Katrina Manaloto
Leaf
Jason, the 1st Red Power Ranger
Ash of Pokemon
And his bitch ass Charizard
KKK
Rensel Ascano
Yugi of Yu-Gi-Oh
Sluts
Twitter
Lil Wayne
Elmo (the doll, not my father since he is already on this list)
Damien Rice
Allah
Radiohead
Ice cold hearts
Oakland ass niggas
Exhaustion is taking its toll on me and my mind. I’m tired, frustrated, but I’m staying as happy as I can.
“I’m getting there.”
Maybe I’m seeing the light, or it might just be a glare.
And fuck a Personal Statement. Fuck FWB’s. Fuck band practices. Fuck Fuck Buddies. Fuck Dick Suckers. Fuck Marijuana. Fuck exhaustion. Fuck homework. Fuck money in the ass. Fuck keeping me in the dark. Fuck toys. Fuck college. Fuck Jack in the Boxes that charge $1.49+tax for 2 damn tacos. And a “What the fuck?” to God, and his typhoons and shit.
hesitation
Hahaha. I love you.
OMFG! Are you kidding me!?!!
JER BEAR!? JERAHMEEL?
What the heck!? Am I right?
Guess who I am…
; )
I totally just saw Eddie at Michael’s! But noo, we had to be gay and not say Hi. Hahah. Aw, if you read this - I’m sorry. I really didn’t want to look stupid if that wasn’t you. Hahaha. I like how afterwards we were both like, “WAS THAT YOU?” Well, at least now I know where you work! :D See you at the movies though.. or when ever you come visit Freedom! :)
But it was nice stopping by at Josh’s today! Yay! For literally five seconds. Hahah. Happy new year :D
Anyway, today was an oh-kay day. But I’ll write and put pictures up of it later on tonight.
hesitation
Guess who I am…
; )
I totally just saw Eddie at Michael’s! But noo, we had to be gay and not say Hi. Hahah. Aw, if you read this - I’m sorry. I really didn’t want to look stupid if that wasn’t you. Hahaha. I like how afterwards we were both like, “WAS THAT YOU?” Well, at least now I know where you work! :D See you at the movies though.. or when ever you come visit Freedom! :)
But it was nice stopping by at Josh’s today! Yay! For literally five seconds. Hahah. Happy new year :D
Anyway, today was an oh-kay day. But I’ll write and put pictures up of it later on tonight.
what the fuck.
You aren’t alone. I know where you are coming from.
You really just said, “I know we hate eachother.”
WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?
You make no typa sense. I didn’t do shit for you to even think to say that.
EUROPE HERE I FUCKING COME. To my sister, the only one in this fucking planet who understands where the hell I’m ever comin’ from.
